Change

I'm usually ok with change unless I find it to be unnecessary. Going to college in Oklahoma for a reason that isn't my true calling in life is looking unnecessary right now. Don't get me wrong. I really like the campus and the people have been great so far, but my home is in Iowa right now. Where I've already spent my life making connections and planting my roots. 

I seem to tell myself that once I have a college major in mind everything will be ok. After knowing that simple part of my life, I can go forward and everything will turn out alright. But it almost stresses me out more thinking about what I want to do for the rest of my life BEFORE I even experience anything. I think the next few weeks are going to be taking things a day at a time and rolling with what the world throws at me.