Bitter.

I've just been feeling really bitter the past couple of days.  I walk to class hating the way things are going.  I hate doing this and that.  I've just been very bitter lately.  But... yesterday and today actually went alright because of have Rachael to hang with and talk to about my bitterness.  And guess what?!   She's super bitter too!!  Not necessarily a good thing but she showed me how I've been acting through her actions and made me calm down a little bit.

Until this morning when I find out that my cell phone died in the middle of the night so obviously my alarm didn't go off.  I ended up being ten minutes late to my chemistry lab.  Now, usually this is no big deal because our TA has been late to every single class we've had this entire semester, so I could afford to be a few minutes behind.  Apparently she was on time today and kept asking Rachael if I was coming and if I was more that 15 minutes late I wouldn't be able to do that lab.  Well obviously that is false because 

There's no point in me continuing this story.  Here goes my bitterness again!!  I've found that I'm becoming very rude in college.  Since I don't have to see these people again, I just blow everyone off like their a piece of trash on the curb. (Ok. That's an exaggeration but you get what I'm saying.) I'm noticing I've changed and I'm not liking it.  Yes, I know I'm the person who can reverse that change but it's sometimes nice not having to be the bigger person.

My mini rant is that I hate the word "studying."  I hate it when people say they are going to "study" when they're really just doing homework.  My roommate is a perfect examply.  He keeps saying he's going to study a lot this weekend but he has no test anytime soon.  Studying is when you are preparing for a test; homework is everything else.  End rant.